Chapter 32, The Company (4)
I was swimming through a black world.
It was a different kind of darkness from the abyss-like darkness of a deep curtain, and different from the cold darkness of the night sky.
It was a world made of the kind of black that might have filled existence before anything else had ever existed.
I let myself drift with the flow of that world, moving like a wave, and swam without thought.
Then I felt something pulling at me.
My consciousness suddenly shot upward, as though someone had grabbed me by the collar and yanked me up.
With the strange floating sensation of my entire body rising, I opened my eyes.
Bang!
...
Bang!
Huh?
Silence, shouting, and monstrous screams mixed together.
A scenery made almost entirely of red and green greeted me.
It was familiar.
Of course it was.
I had seen this exact scene only a few hours ago.
This was before entering the Company.
The moment when we had been fighting through zombies.
The same moment when I had read the book and created a save point.
That was the point in time where I opened my eyes.
I blinked several times and calmly accepted the current situation.
The haze that had filled my mind while swimming through that dark world slowly cleared.
“Oppa! What are you doing?!”
“Yuhyeon, what are you doing right now?!”
“Get a hold of yourself!”
Only then did the voices that had sounded like nothing more than ringing in my ears become clear.
Still confused, I raised my gun and fired.
Then I kept firing.
Zombies fell.
As we continued moving forward, we reached the Company without any problems, just like before.
Everything until then was exactly the same as before the regression.
The differences began afterward.
My companions looked at me with worried eyes.
Last time, we had rested silently before entering the Company.
This time was different.
“Oppa, are you hurt somewhere?”
“Yuhyeon, how are you feeling right now?”
Instead of criticizing me for acting absent-minded just moments ago, they were worried about me.
The sight of them standing there alive and well overlapped with the memories of them dying before my regression.
Something inside my chest hurt.
I told them to wait for a moment, then controlled my breathing.
I had to explain.
I had to tell them that I had regressed.
I also had to explain what I had seen at the top of the Company and what the inside of the Company was like.
They calmly waited while I organized what I wanted to say.
It didn't take long.
I opened my mouth.
“First of all, I just regressed.”
Three out of my four companions immediately looked shocked.
The only one who wasn't surprised was Lee Jinsung.
The boy stared at me blankly, as though wondering what nonsense I was talking about.
From what I had seen before his death, he was trustworthy.
Other than me, he had resisted the light longer than anyone else.
The boy's beliefs were extremely strong.
At the very least, as long as he held onto those beliefs and his purpose, he probably wouldn't betray me.
I took out the book and showed it to Lee Jinsung.
Then I explained that I could regress infinitely.
The boy looked confused by my words.
But after a while, he seemed to accept them to some extent.
Once he understood what I was saying, the same question appeared.
It was probably the question everyone had been thinking from the moment I said I had regressed.
“Why did you regress?”
They had already prepared themselves to die a few times while dealing with the Company.
They had expected that they might die at least once.
So the regression itself wasn't the surprising part.
What they wanted to know was why.
Why had I regressed?
What had happened?
I slowly explained that we had entered the Company and gone to the 500th floor.
Then I explained everything that had happened there.
When I finished, everyone had strange expressions on their faces.
I had expected them to look troubled.
Instead, they looked confused.
Were they really not bothered by hearing that they had died?
“Honestly, it feels like you're talking about some other world. All I can think is, 'So something like that happened.'”
“I feel the same as Lee Yeonhee. My head understands it, but my heart doesn't really follow. That's what it feels like.”
“My thoughts are similar to Sword Freak and Lee Yeonhee's. So if you're feeling guilty, you don't need to. That death never happened to us.”
“I'm more shocked by the fact that you can regress, mister... so I guess the part about me dying got overshadowed. Still, hearing that I died crying is kind of memorable.”
None of them seemed especially bothered by the fact that they had died.
I couldn't really understand it, but I nodded.
If they had looked traumatized, I had been thinking about clearing the Company alone.
Fortunately, that wouldn't be necessary.
Afterward, we discussed the information I had brought back.
Then we entered the Company again.
The emotions I felt while stepping inside were very different from the first time.
There was no fear.
No expectation.
Only desire and hatred burned inside me.
To them, the deaths of my companions had been events from another world that they had never experienced.
To me, they were clear memories.
Memories that needed to be repaid.
I passed through the automatically opening doors and stared at the elevator.






